Every day we take for granted that which is around us, when suddenly, we can have things ripped into a different reality, or just news can make you think hard about what you take for granted.
I look at my pictures from the past, and what I see in the mirror today, and I think, “how am I different now?” Besides general aging, are my thoughts changing, bit by bit? If what has happened to other people happens to me, how will I react or handle the situation? We are always apt to have anything happen.
Falling reminds me of this. I fell inside the boat we were in, fishing, last week, foot slid out from under me when I went for the seat that moved out of my way when I was trying to get out of the way of a fish being caught – lots of action in a short period of time, lots of moving parts, then I went down to a painful conclusion! And I fell, yesterday, my foot having become tangled in a cord under my chair, in a hurry, then straight down onto my other knee. This happens fast. Your body takes over. Your mind is NOT in charge here.
This time of year is a cluster of emotion for our family. Definitely, people have been born, lived, died, and celebrated in this time frame – the harvest – then the celebration of life – holidays… every one, every year, on and on, and the trail of time weaving its life events throughout the labyrinth of occurrences…
It is all a bit of a journey – rivers flow, we flow, and we don’t really stop until we do… And it can leave you feeling a bit flattened, at times.
