Category: mental

  • tired.  can’t decide should i just turn in

    tired. can’t decide should i just turn in

    one of those days.  can’t turn the mind OFF.  you know with so much going on in the world, it hardly is a rest at any time.

    you get into the place where you are staying and you know someone has been there, without telling you… and why?  you know because they left a light on in the hall – that you did not leave on when you left in the morning.

    nothing else is changed.  nobody left anything.  no deliveries.  creepy.

    look in the closets, look under the bed (too narrow for a person to be under there).  look in the shower.  shreeky music in the background… nobody.  look in the utility closet.  nobody.  whew.  but, why?  because they can.  freeeeKEEEEE…

    hmmm. sure will be good to get home for a few nights… yess’m.

    probably, if someone was here, i am so tired, i would just make a face and say, “what are YOU DOING HERE?”  maybe say, “leave me alone” and make this face:

    what i would do if there was someone hiding here…

    then maybe they would go away.  yes.  GO AWAY.

  • How many ways can we do “wrong” and get ourselves in deep doo-doo?

    How many ways can we do “wrong” and get ourselves in deep doo-doo?

    This is serious.  Ebola.  In Texas?  Yes.  In Texas.

    Kind of playing out in a not so good way…  Watch this space.  Guy gets on plane.  Travels across the big pond.  Visits family and friends, and some little kids are included, of course.  Starts feeling punk.  Goes to ER.  “Go home and drink fluids, and call if you don’t get better…

    Still a mystery as to why no one paid attention to the fact that the guy came from one of the countries where there is an Ebola outbreak…  HELLO?

    Apparently, no one asks this guy with a not so Texas accent, is he visiting?  From where?  You would have thought the people doing the insurance biopsy would have picked up on that!  Or if they did, they did not communicate it to the doctors…  Hell no.  Even if they did, they didn’t pass it along.

    Dumbasses.  Liberia?  Hello?  Watch the news EVER?  Know were this IS?

    Leave it to our glued up contorted health care system that is still not fixed… Thanks for trying… Watch this space.

    Ted Cruz, “the genius” congressman from Texas, is (of course) demanding that they close the borders…  MRI, X-RAY, SCANS – Keep ‘Em OUT!!!  Thanks, Ted.  As always…  Great guy, Ted… NOT.

    But there is some calm logic also.  People who study this day in and day out have given some facts to date… here

    Here is the update on the Dallas situation…  The poor fellow has passed on…  Sad, sad tragedy.  Unbelievably sad in dimensions that most “westernized cultures” do not understand.  Provincial thinking does not work in a globalized society.  We’re there dude.  Too late to turn back… A discussion for another day.

    Can our fractured and flawed “system” as it is, cope with this any better than countries in Africa?  Or will our prejudices, our political system, our stubbornly complex attitudes that combine arrogance and ignorance, plus our reeeeeallly poor healthcare system and all that this has introduced into situational awareness and emergency response cause a debacle of proportions the likes of which we have not seen in our lifetimes?

    What are we doing?  Hatching a plan “B”…

    Pray.  Its all we can do to help those who don’t have a clue about anything but their own little block in their own little town.  Rant du jour.

    Watch this space…

  • it was weird, but i kind of got used to it…kind of. not really…

    it was weird, but i kind of got used to it…kind of. not really…

    I hate to sound so negative, and I try to pull myself out of “funks” by getting outside, walking, running, observing the culture…and things like that, but it was hard to spend the time this weekend to enjoy time off without my hubby and my dog… away… but, I got by.

    I really want to be able to adapt and prove that I can still adapt – not getting beyond it…  

    The weather was cold.  It was cloudy and cold.  Made me feel like it was just dark.

    My goodness…  I am signed on to experiencing a winter here – well that should be entertaining, to say the least…

    Look.  I now have “Canada boots”.

    Let’s see just how adventuresome I become…