Category: vision

  • 2017.  meh.  fear and loathing in the new year.

    2017. meh. fear and loathing in the new year.

    2016 really became the most bizarre year in recent memory, especially during the second half.  Was it something that got sprayed into the air that said, “Go act crazy now, ya’ hear?” – and they did?  “They” meaning all of those who have drunk the koolaid and are expecting miracles.  Ever hear of Jim Jones and Guyana?  Hmmm.  Now this is again, “The Madness of Crowds – Extraordinary Popular Delusions”.  So, in 19 days, or thereabouts, the shit-show begins.  Yes, I can still say that.  I can curse if I want to, I have earned it.

    Hunter S. Thompson!  We miss you!  No telling what you would be saying about all of this.  Something fearsome hilarious, no doubt.  I cannot imagine.  I would think that the book would be a NYT Best Seller in a heartbeat.  We are buckling our seat belts for a wild ride, no doubt.

    Right now, though, just worried about the hacking and sputtering wink-wink.  So much ado and so much to worry about, it is one of those times that just keeps going on and on and on and on and on… and on.

    So, break out the Champagne or your favorite bubbly.  What the heck?  Why not?  Go read Revelations for some cheery late night reading – or any other apocalyptic ancient script – pick one, they all basically point to the same thing – end times with someone coming to help us out of the situation.  I’m subscribing to one, others subscribing to others… that’s the way the world has ALWAYS worked, right?

    In the meantime, I’m headed to the treadmill for some escape binge watching…  Luckily, we did not see any clowns the weekend, but plenty of wannabees.  God loves them just the same.

    Welcome to 2017.  Really.  This pie’s for you!

  • here we are in the years.  the eve of another thanksgiving day.

    here we are in the years. the eve of another thanksgiving day.


    here lately, in our years on the sea of life, we have entered into one of those stormy territories, where the swells are large and the waves are high making it a challenge to navigate, and the winds change and increase, then decrease, but we know we have not yet reached the eye, and we know that when we do, there will be more of the same, or worse, before the storm dissipates.  this is an illustration of how little control we actually have in our lives, and that we only can hope to control what each of us does, and how we respond to whatever is laid in our paths.

    we say that it’s life, but nonetheless, how to navigate it right now requires much in the order of calling up troubleshooting skills, interpretation skills like that of a fortune teller, and shields to protect against arrows that fly, and spears that are thrown, from those who are angry and just “getting it out of their systems” – the anger is so old and deep, that it might not be obvious the origin.  you can get hurt.  you will sustain lifelong scars.  will it kill you?  you do not know that. only God knows the answers. we pray that this is not part of the fallout.

    so, you appeal to God in prayers.  you might say, “hey God, i’m sorry that i haven’t been that attentive to my thankfulness and my gratitude lately.  i’m sorry that i have hurt people, not intending to do that, but somehow through my thoughts, words, and deeds where those landed and people felt that i was doing something against them.  you cannot predict or control how this goes.  grace, here lately, has not been something that people are considering much.  forgiveness is a concept that has not yet been included because it maybe is not time to do this for people who have felt hurt and down driven for a goodly period of time.  this would come much later.  usually.  if it does.

    web over webwe are here, the day before the big thanksgiving celebration and it is a somber one this year.  since this time a year ago, many things have transpired.  yet, we do need to think about those gifts in life for which we are grateful.  if we look outward, we see that we have many gifts.

    IMG_0248we have family, albeit some are in a period of instability.  we are grateful to be in their lives, and will pray for resolution and healing for their troubled times.

    we have our friends.  friendship is a rich gift of being a human in this life.  thanks are due for these friends.

    we have a sunny day, after an overnight storm.

    we have a roof over our heads, food on the table, and are not wearing rags and without shoes.

    we know people who are fighting illnesses who have lived another day, and are grateful and full of grace.  for those who lost their battles and have moved on, we are grateful for having them in our lives, as this was a gift to us.

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    we know people who are fighting instability in their lives, and we will pray for them. they have lost jobs, they are having relationship issues, or other problems in their lives.  we will pray for them to overcome these challenges.  having challenges as a human is part of living.  we pray that the challenges do not overcome us, but that we overcome them.

    IMG_6809most of all, we have love in our lives in many forms.  we have love in our hearts.  we do know that this comes from God’s universe and is within us, despite what we hear on the news, each of us has love within us.  we only need to call upon the power of love and what wonders it can do to heal mankind, if we let it in.

    on this eve of thanksgiving here in the USA, may the grace of God be upon you, within you, all over you and those with whom you are connected.  we watch and pray for goodness and strength for good to come and in the next cycle, to anticipate thankfulness for the gifts of love in our lives.

    November 23, 2016

  • armageddon

    armageddon

    Before I went to sleep last night (with difficulty), I prayed that something would change what I knew in my gut was happening.  incredible.  unimaginable.  how in God’s green earth could people be so stupid as to elect disruption into an already disrupted world?  the provocation that likely will ensue is one that even with a little imagination might take nightmarish proportions.  now, I am wondering just how long after inauguration day it will take to begin unfolding.

    will a year from now, there be the song playing, “How Do You Like Me Now?” as we have seen our nation go down in flames (possibly literally so)?  be careful what you wish for… and the sad thing is that few who voted for this man realize that he will not be able to do a damned thing to help them out of their pain – nor does he even care about them or want to help.  mark my words.  this is not reality television – this is reality.

    I have not in my six decades and twelve election cycles ever felt this level of fear, despair and total concern for the welfare of our country, and all of my family who live here.  For my grandson, my precious little one, what will happen?  When he is entering kindergarten, or first grade, will his world be very different or will there be so little left for him that life will be a tough row?

    running a country is not like running failing businesses and being a television personality.  you can’t “deal” your way out of certain situations by bullying people and making “power plays”.  you can’t parade your “glam fam” and have serious leaders have respect for you.  I suspect that waking up this morning for “The Donald” might be having a very sobering effect on his personality.  now he has to deliver or risk ridicule beyond his wildest imagination – the push-back will be real, the shoulders will be cold, and when he cannot walk the walk, his followers will go against him like no one will believe – and they are armed, and they are dangerous.

    God help us.  The world is at real risk now.  Like never before, it is truly going to be a rocky road ahead…