Category: opinion

  • what is me, and me is what?

    what is me, and me is what?

     

     

    conundrums of life. 

    it is all how things are perceived.  people to people.  actions. viewpoints.  statements.  good or bad.  beautiful or ugly.  smells.  sounds. sights. sense.

    Not keeping all my eggs in one basket!
    haven’t changed a bit.  should have been a warning, this…

    here’s the deal.

    one person might go forward with ideas that something is interesting and compelling.  it might have some artistic flair, not maybe conventional.  being one of those to give a graphic to make people think a bit – not have it be obvious, sometimes a bit wacky.  a bit humorous.  “hah!  made ya think!”  “things that make you go hmmmm…”  and all that.

    not usual.  trying to keep attention and not be boring.  but, it is more like trying to tell a compelling story.

    but.  and double but.

    the body language tells it all.  stiff upper lip.  snoozing.  a few laughs.  and as for the one delivering the messages.  sinking feelings of having really gone the wrong route.  realizing that not only was this damaging in a lot of dimensions, it encouraged the feelings of “old and in the way”.  not one of those feelings that makes you do much but be rather depressed.

    might be the last one by choice.  just like the half-marathon.  stop at number ?  lost count.  lots of them.  many years.  many audiences.  first time feeling this way.  its a sign.  not a good one.

    oh, and by the way, “good” and “bad” are words in my vocabulary.  to each one’s own…

    at the end of the day.  what matters is likely your connections with those that you love, and who love you back.  you hope that you can balance keeping your own self intact, because you presume that this is who they love, but not being a jerk, which if you are cranky or moody, sometimes is not avoidable, at least temporarily.  you also do not want to be a pushover.  but being annoyingly negative is not the most fun to be around.  i aspire to be human.  i aspire to try to not take myself so seriously that i am not me anymore.  i am a connector of people who appear to be kindred souls.

    but i do get overwhelmed with life from time to time, who doesn’t?  sometimes stuff happens in life that really sucks.  you just cannot predict when or where or to whom.

    in the meantime, trying to promote decency, peace on earth good will towards others and non-violence seems to be the right thing to do – but humor is essential to survival.  the minute i feel that humor has left the building, that i have to not be me anymore, and that my actions are pushed into insincerity, i go “stop”.  this is not me.

    this is me.  the one who can work to the bone, care deeply, and has a huge capacity for love of home, and planet, and of course God almighty.  after all, God is taking care of my family that i can’t touch or see anymore…  He knows what to do when we get lost and can’t find our maps to get back on the road.

    2009 Houston
    you try running 13.1 miles a bunch of times.  it changes your perspective on things.
  • it has been a long while, and there is a lot going on!

    it has been a long while, and there is a lot going on!

    Observing the culture, and everything that comes along with it…

    looming clouds
    looming clouds, dark skies, rain brings floods and flowers…

    I am entering into times when I am trying to maintain my stride, despite the shockers that come along once in awhile.  Aside from that, good things are coming up on the horizon, such as becoming a grandparent, which is kind of crazy in my mind (am I old enough to do this, yet?).  I guess I must be.

    We have spent time with a number of people lately, staying in our home.  We have been out speaking with people, doing business, trying to keep a positive attitude despite it being one of “those times” whereby some people are beginning to freak out.  Yup.  Remember the ’80’s?  I think that this is happening right now.  Hope it isn’t a long slide… 

    World politics is the culprit this time.  It would be nice if everyone would just get along.  Stupid wish.  They won’t.  It’s not their nature to do that.

    Friends from Canada up in Calgary are faced with it – it really is in their faces, as being somewhat isolated, and an “oil town”, when oil prices fall, so do they – and they fall hard when it happens… Seriously, from 100 to zero in sixty seconds… well maybe 90 seconds… but, where scarcity of people has been in place for awhile, you now will have a glut of people looking for jobs, or having to get the hell out of the country because no work, no visa, bye-bye. 

    Same with the U.S.  We heard of one instance yesterday where the people had seven days to get out and go home.  They have a house to sell.  Geeze, where is the reality when they make these regulations?  Talk about the stupidity of bureaucrats and lawmakers…  What are they thinking?  Partisan politics and prejudices – not really thinking that these people like living here and might be contributing to the economy in some other way…

    Probably this piece should be in my “today’s rant” section…  Ahem.

    Back to what is going on lately…

    I had an article accepted for publication this week.  This helps me focus on writing a bit more…  Need to get that book back in process…

    Press on.  Get the day underway.  One foot in front of the other!

  • Rangitoto

    Rangitoto

    We visited Rangitoto.  Rangitoto is a volcanic island that has been used in war-times and in peace for various purposes.  It has been set as a nature reserve, being reset back to a more original state and enabled to collect and grow species native to New Zealand unconstrained. 

    We walked to the summit and had these fantastic vistas of the surrounding area – gorgeous New Zealand as always.

    As stated, Rangitoto is a national preserve.  It is an extinct volcanic island where the lava field has been left to evolve naturally over sixty years, to re-foliate and attract birds and host the only reptile in New Zealand, the Tuatara.

    Unfortunately, we did not see one.  There are reasons for that.  I will explain.

    According to the New Zealand Department of Conservation,

    “Tuatara are rare, medium-sized reptiles found only in New Zealand. Adult tuatara range from about 300g to 1kg. They are the only surviving members of the order Sphenodontia, which was well represented by many species during the age of the dinosaurs, some 200 million years ago. All species exept for the tuatara declined and eventually became extinct about 60 million years ago. Tuatara are therefore of huge international interest to biologists. They are recognised internationally and within New Zealand as species in need of active conservation management. Tuatara once lived throughout the mainland of New Zealand but have survived in the wild only on 32 offshore islands.”

    I have my theories about noticeable increases in tourist populations.  I think that commercializing sites such as these actually contributes to harming the very populations of species that these preserves/reserves are trying to protect.

    We have the environmental damage that exists today due to the human footprints that have moved into areas not occupied originally by humans.  Damage comes from sound, light, weather, erosion, fire, air-pollution, and any other land-use that is out of balance such as over-foraging, hunting, commercial fishing and agriculture, the taking of animals – birds, reptiles, amphibians included, for their body parts for either edible or non-edible use and other invasive actions on the part of civilization.

    I don’t consider myself a “tree hugger” – but, I do have enormous respect for nature – and that saying “we know not what we do or have done until it is too late.”

    When it is a question of balance, we intuitively understand, like it or not, that if we are arguing that “we have the right” or should be able to exploit… just the argument is a bad sign.  As our television character, Maude, said, “God will get you” – whatever she meant was essentially, the KARMIC forces will make it right. 

    We harvest too much we starve later.  Or somebody does.  Or great storms or waves  will come (ask the people in Indonesia or victims of Katrina).  Yes some of that happens anyway, regardless of humankind’s boots.

    What we do not understand is whether “we” are part of the natural process – and our emotions lead us off the path in our pathos.