Category: life stories

  • guess I am a texas girl, through and through…without the strange politics of today

    guess I am a texas girl, through and through…without the strange politics of today

    how many times can we see these gorgeous flowers and still feel in awe of the colors?  is there anywhere else that has this amazing variety within the borders of a state?  it triggers memories of the awe that my mother felt when she first witnessed the carpets of these gorgeous flowers when i was a third grader and we moved from the part of the state where these did not grow in profusion.  i had never seen the state flower until we moved south.

    i wish i could say that the texas politics of today did not bother me.  there have been way better times.  right now, the whole united states seems to be broken, taken over by extremism and disruption that makes progress stand still and go backwards.  what a shame.

    what i remember that was so amazing was space flight – astronauts – and men on the moon.  we had that amazing intelligence within our state and near to our area of it.  wow.  but it has ceased to be important to people who run our country who care more about containing women’s rights and putting energy into making sure that people can be legally armed, yet not do anything to improve the incidence of mental illness – it is incredible – the risks grow each day.

    if anyone thinks that a loaded weapon will do anything but facilitate sadness and tragedy, they are, as my dad used to say, “living in a dreamworld.”  it is a dangerous mindset.  a negative mindset.  it is the fight mentality that will only serve to destruct and make our world unlivable eventually.  wanna see the future?  go watch mad max.

    so, where did my bluebonnets go?  where are my red birds?  what happened to my clear air?

    why can’t we go outside anymore?

    why do we have to live in a guarded fortress?  self-fulfilling prophecy of the extreme patriots.  a helluva future vision, eh?  let’s hope not.

    fortress…

    hello history, is it now about time to begin a moderation phase?

    i miss edna.  she always was so calming and made so much sense.  she took the edge off…  bless her bones.  “who is edna?”, you might ask… she was a sage texas woman…

  • up early

    up early

    reminds me of the old bad days. but, why? probably need to turn over a new leaf. or a new stone. a rolling stone gathers no moss. whoever said that was related to the guy that said run, run, far away as fast as you can! the difference is the motivation or the emotion maybe? probably have to think about that one. more. later. 9593-519-017f

  • oh gosh how come life has so many problems to solve?

    oh gosh how come life has so many problems to solve?

    i am generating content in word to try out the feature of copy/pasting from word to wordpress.  will see how it goes.  first of all, word corrects my lower case.  i have to go back in and put it all to lower case.  problem to solve no. 1 – told ya.

    then the day the way it went, it was this happening, that happening, and out of control things that need to be managed.  it’s okay it is just life.  no stressin’   be as ready as you can whenever.

    do we ever get to relax?  let’s see.  we had those issues to solve on vacation.  this or that, but nonetheless, the beaten path to the place to ask for help.

    would things go smoothly?  would we have a gift of something going right come to us once in awhile.  old cars.  please don’t break on me.  our bodies not cooperating.  please don’t do this to me.  ah the aging process does change things.  clip clop, tick tock.  ding!

     

    now we heard today about experiments where they might be able to take your cells and regenerate your organs from old cells.  wow.  just like getting parts for the car.  well not quite.

    as my grandmother would say, “oh my, oh my…” when she heard about something modern and magical.  cars, television, telephones, and… she never witnessed a cell phone.  computers she had heard about, but these were not today’s computer in the palm of your hand combined with your telephone that provides a george jetson kind of picture of the person that you are talking with if you want to… no, that was the stuff that was on tv in those futuristic programs and she did not think of those as reality.

    but today, what would she think?  i think she would love the social networking, but maybe not use it except to see pictures of people she knows or exchange niceties.  she was always polite, mostly, and very well educated in the social graces.  she went to finishing school.  solving problems in her day was not much different to now except for maybe the technology that did not exist.  i miss my grandmother.

    i miss my mom. i miss my dad. i miss my grandpa.

    Mom and Geegawk, my grandmother Ellen

    modern problems are old problems with a modern hat.

    Dorothy's 80th in her new hat

    my aunt dorothy was given a great gift for her 80th birthday – a hat.  dorothy was an amazing woman, accomplished in ways that made being with her a very enriching experience.  i miss her.