Author: Hope Never Vanishes

  • Rangitoto

    Rangitoto

    We visited Rangitoto.  Rangitoto is a volcanic island that has been used in war-times and in peace for various purposes.  It has been set as a nature reserve, being reset back to a more original state and enabled to collect and grow species native to New Zealand unconstrained. 

    We walked to the summit and had these fantastic vistas of the surrounding area – gorgeous New Zealand as always.

    As stated, Rangitoto is a national preserve.  It is an extinct volcanic island where the lava field has been left to evolve naturally over sixty years, to re-foliate and attract birds and host the only reptile in New Zealand, the Tuatara.

    Unfortunately, we did not see one.  There are reasons for that.  I will explain.

    According to the New Zealand Department of Conservation,

    “Tuatara are rare, medium-sized reptiles found only in New Zealand. Adult tuatara range from about 300g to 1kg. They are the only surviving members of the order Sphenodontia, which was well represented by many species during the age of the dinosaurs, some 200 million years ago. All species exept for the tuatara declined and eventually became extinct about 60 million years ago. Tuatara are therefore of huge international interest to biologists. They are recognised internationally and within New Zealand as species in need of active conservation management. Tuatara once lived throughout the mainland of New Zealand but have survived in the wild only on 32 offshore islands.”

    I have my theories about noticeable increases in tourist populations.  I think that commercializing sites such as these actually contributes to harming the very populations of species that these preserves/reserves are trying to protect.

    We have the environmental damage that exists today due to the human footprints that have moved into areas not occupied originally by humans.  Damage comes from sound, light, weather, erosion, fire, air-pollution, and any other land-use that is out of balance such as over-foraging, hunting, commercial fishing and agriculture, the taking of animals – birds, reptiles, amphibians included, for their body parts for either edible or non-edible use and other invasive actions on the part of civilization.

    I don’t consider myself a “tree hugger” – but, I do have enormous respect for nature – and that saying “we know not what we do or have done until it is too late.”

    When it is a question of balance, we intuitively understand, like it or not, that if we are arguing that “we have the right” or should be able to exploit… just the argument is a bad sign.  As our television character, Maude, said, “God will get you” – whatever she meant was essentially, the KARMIC forces will make it right. 

    We harvest too much we starve later.  Or somebody does.  Or great storms or waves  will come (ask the people in Indonesia or victims of Katrina).  Yes some of that happens anyway, regardless of humankind’s boots.

    What we do not understand is whether “we” are part of the natural process – and our emotions lead us off the path in our pathos.

     

  • the extended birthday…

    the extended birthday…

    being born in one country, then celebrating in a country with an international dateline location on the other side – well, its an experience.

    even getting people’s heads around it is an adventure.

    we have only to be able to exercise our brains.  it is all about imagination and problem solving, really.  we are much about that as humans.  constantly needing to imagine and solve.

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    ahhh, to be five again!

    at age 5, it was all about imagining being a fairy princess.  it gets complex, doesn’t it?

  • into another year…out of the last one…different experiences

    into another year…out of the last one…different experiences

    How many times have I done this?  Answer = 61.  Wow.  That is a lot of cycles, but guess what!  There are people out there that have done more cycles than I have… plenty.

    Every year we get new stuff.  New time coming at us.  New events.  New something to look forward to doing or seeing.  Or hearing.  Or experiencing.  Or worrying about.  Oh gosh, don’t go down that rat hole…

    This year was different in many ways.  First, I returned after having spent more time away from my home-base contiguously than I ever have in my life.  That was an interesting process of adaptation and adoption.  I don’t think I ever really got used to it, which points out that my barometer for change is probably less than optimal.

    I tried to settle, but then something else would change.  We had a lot of stuff.  This did not make it easy.   Not knowing what the environment would be like – and knowing that we would be stopping off in colder climes, I brought what I thought might work, but as it turns out, I probably could have done with jeans, shorts, tees, tanks, sandals, fishing clothes, walking shoes, and gear — and maybe a couple of summery dress up items…

    first catch!
    first catch!

    It was about our family trying to make us feel like we had a home, but then there were aspects that made me feel like we really had boundaries that could not make this happen.  That ol’ “interfering” or “being in the way” subtle messaging that often emerges in awhile, after you have been there, and your edges begin to encroach on other people’s edges.  No matter what you do, there isn’t that total integration that happens.  My grandfather, and then my dad, told me something one time that is as true today, as it ever was:  “like fish – you stay around too long and you get stinky”  meaning, if you overstay you become bad company.  Despite people insisting that this is not the case, the human tendencies creep through eventually.  Good ol’ human nature – we are what we are.

    Let’s say that all in all we had a great time.   We are indebted and forever grateful for our family’s enabling us to have a home base for as long as we needed, and for their great patience applied to having us there as long as we did not get too stinky – and if we didn’t smell like fish, at least we caught enough to keep everyone fed!  Thank you dear ones for your kindness, love, generosity and hospitality!

    Love, -Ellen